I figured out something. Two things actually. I didn’t listen to my body, to my limits, and tried to do multiple things at the same time. Now my body doesn’t listen to me, and sends me warning signals even for no reason. We need to regain this mutual trust between my will and my strength. It’s possible but it takes time. Second: familiarity is energizing, soothing for the soul.
Ivy turned 6, and we socialized every day of this new year, but celebrated her in a simpler way. We shared meals with our god-children, then our parents and and our god-parents. Our good old friends are steadily present. The only puzzle piece yet to add this this family reunion adventure is my brother and his tribe. 🤗 feeling excited and hopeful. And that’s amazing to feel during this season.