Ivy didn’t know what color group to join on the first day of Vbs. Because I didn’t have access to whatsapp where that information was shared. It ls such an experiment- flying dark.

On one hand I felt that this is a kind of test. Can I take a break from the hubbub? Can I function without whatsapp? Is my heart fretting or peaceful? 

What if I never regain access to this mode of communication that everyone has embraced in my imediate community. 

I didn’t know if this is a worthy enough problem to pray about. Or if God cared. But I cared. I mean it complicates life, but one thing I knew for sure, it tested my belief about what motivates me on social media. And for how long. To what end. 

Anyway, as I got relaxed about it all, let it fall apart I thought, I reset a general passkey through Instagram that would apply to all meta accounts. I don’t know why, but I felt it was possible an d relevant to regain access to instagram. A few day have passed and i tried again with Facebook. Initially I thought the account was locked and disabled. But it was only locked. I have submitted my face and in 48 hours they should give me an answer about unlocking my Facebook, as I understand that whatsapp will unlock after my Facebook is unlocked. 

Who knows. Who cares. AI is making a bigger mess. The hackers have programs that can run passwords testing in mass and who knows who will be safe from now on. 

I am waiting patiently. Whatever will be will be. I am a bit curious about what information transpired lately. But I shall just be and let others be. 

I decided to ask God to intervene. I knew he is able, even beyond human possibilities. Is this important enough. The inconvenience is quite a lesson, but I am gladly learning. 

How long… only time will tell.