I started singing this song to Ivy tonight and she started crying. She said it makes her so emotional she doesn’t know why… both girls listened to my voice mesmerized as I sang this after dinner.

I write this in awe because for the most part of the year, Evelyn asked me not to sing. And I couldn’t figure out why. She very slowly let me express my love through songs.

it was never about me. But I thought she just dislikes the sound of music. I just realized how touched she is in fact by music.