November 2020 transitions

 After a season of depression
Joyless days felt suffocating
A season of anger followed.
A ticking bomb. 
Everything irritable.
Then I confessed my furry.
This overwhelming burden.
Then I entered into the season of tears
Crying out of nothing
Cleansing my eyes
Cleansing my heart.
Then Joy restored. 
Joy restored my heart. 
My courage. My breath.
Letting tears flow
I turned them to Jesus
And made each tear count
As repent.
Ah! …freedom.  
Delight. Dance. 
Peace. Rest.